the best of me
"Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together. "
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together. "
hand i hand
"När livet kändes som mörkast,
då ingen tycktes förstå,
när jag ej ville leva mer,
bara lämna allting och gå.
Då fanns du där för mig,
sträckte ut en hjälpande hand,
tröstade mig när jag grät,
lät mig gråta ut i din famn.
Jag tror ej att du förstår,
hur mycket du betytt för mig,
jag skulle ej leva idag,
om det inte vore för dig.
Du väckte min själ till liv,
den hade varit död i många år,
du fick mig att skratta igen,
jag hoppas att denna lycka består.
Du gav mig hopp på nytt,
du satte mitt hjärta i brand,
tillsammans ska vi vandra,
genom livet hand i hand."
då ingen tycktes förstå,
när jag ej ville leva mer,
bara lämna allting och gå.
Då fanns du där för mig,
sträckte ut en hjälpande hand,
tröstade mig när jag grät,
lät mig gråta ut i din famn.
Jag tror ej att du förstår,
hur mycket du betytt för mig,
jag skulle ej leva idag,
om det inte vore för dig.
Du väckte min själ till liv,
den hade varit död i många år,
du fick mig att skratta igen,
jag hoppas att denna lycka består.
Du gav mig hopp på nytt,
du satte mitt hjärta i brand,
tillsammans ska vi vandra,
genom livet hand i hand."
"A heart is not to play with
A heart is not a toy
But if you want to break it
Give it to a boy"
:(
fy fan vad jag hatat de jag känner just nu .. :(
varför kan jag inte få de jag önskar mest ?
varför ska de vara så svårt, jag trodde att kanske ..
men nu är jag osäker .. :(
varför kan jag inte få de jag önskar mest ?
varför ska de vara så svårt, jag trodde att kanske ..
men nu är jag osäker .. :(
målat
här är några bilder jag har målat :D
lose tonight
It's not like me to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, Are we having fun yet?
Josies on a vacation far away
Come around and talk it over
So many things that I wanna say
You know I like my boys a little bit older
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I ain't got many friends left to talk to
No where to run when I'm in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night but keep it undercover
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Trying to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been a while since we were all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'
As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight..
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, Are we having fun yet?
Josies on a vacation far away
Come around and talk it over
So many things that I wanna say
You know I like my boys a little bit older
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I ain't got many friends left to talk to
No where to run when I'm in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night but keep it undercover
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Trying to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been a while since we were all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'
As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight..
VA FAN !
nu har man varit lat, har fan inte tränat sen skolan sluta ..
inte bra, inte bra ..
tror fan att jag ska köra lång träning imorrn, först zumba sen cykel tur och kanske bad :)
de ska bli sköntv nån som hänger med ner till badet eller ?
I'm Missing You ..! ♥
I'm longing for the day you will come home ..
It's bin a long time since we saw each other,
But soon will we meet again .. :)♥
BIO + Kändisar ...
heej allihopa..
här är min dag.
gick upp vid 9 för att jag började vid 10, sen så skulle jag iväg på bio vi 1 :D
vi skulle se Ice Age 3 (i 3D) och Harry Potter och Halvblods prinsen, JIPPI !
dom var jätte bra, och de här kanske är ovesäntligt men ändå.
jag såg Amir och Kissie på Pizza Hut utanför utgången från bion,
lixom whoo, kändisar ... xD
och imorgon ska man då upp och jobba igen, måste gå upp vid 8. :S
BLÄÄÄÄÄ, lixom. vil inte jobba de är ju sommar ! :S
drawing...
my new drawing ..
visst är den gullig ? :D
Forbidden
Come on over let me show you what it really means.
To be frustrated sexually, to be in need.
To be in state of dissolution, level down.
Let that sensual desire take the upper hand.
It stays in this room.
Lost in the dark. Forbidden. Touch me again
That's when love causes the dread. Was it worth it?
Anxiety grows.
You end up hurting all of your friends.
People get by every day with the shame.
There's no promises. Just a memory before you leave
The soft endearment. I hear you breathe
Our lips are meeting in good fusion. Higher drive.
Be the spark. Be the fire, set light on me.
Give in to this time.
No need for the heart, this is now. Tomorrow we cry...
see you again...
♥
I've got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to aim
I have a heart that will
Never be tamed
I knew you were somethin' special
When you spoke my name
Now I can't wait
To see you again
I've got a way of knowin'
When somethin' is right
I feel like I must have known you
In another life
'Cause I felt this deep connection
When you looked in my eyes
Now I can't wait
To see you again
The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout
felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend leslie said
"Oh, she's just bein' Malin"
And next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart, can't rest till then
Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again
♥
Didn't I see you cryin'?
"I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me."
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me."
